The actual Self

I have learned much
much more to learn
yet each incident I live
speaks the lesson
Repeats the same lesson
Our deeds are done today
We will reap them Today
The reap will but, leave us..... The very day
search for thy reap ....not for the virtual one that will leave
but for the fruit that is the actual I...self
that we thought was never with thy
Life is an illusion
we are our own mirage
we are the mirror to self